[ the hug makes him tense. every single muscle in his body tightens and he's glad that akira can't really see his face. he feels brutally conflicted, like he's being pulled in two separate directions. being friends with akira shouldn't have become this big of a distraction. playing hero shouldn't have made him feel bad about what he was doing to destroy his own father. it shouldn't make him feel horrible over the past mental breakdowns, far and few as they were.
his fingers tighten in the back of akira's shirt and he says, in a very empty voice, ]
I'm going to hurt you. It's best if you leave now.
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his fingers tighten in the back of akira's shirt and he says, in a very empty voice, ]
I'm going to hurt you. It's best if you leave now.